I feel like a total fucking creep for even caring if that person thinks I am nothing more than a total fucking creep. Feeling so down and sad right now. I think this happens every time I get too happy and expend a lot of energy experiencing that happiness. I think that might be the pattern. The sadness "balances" the happy back, except that makes me feel totally unbalanced always. Am I even nice or am I just some sort of freak?
Hatred.
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