HAHAHAHHA.
He's for real FUCK.
He.
Was so good at making himself look like the nice guy. He basically blamed everything on me. He acted like he wanted to hear what I had to say, then shot it all down. He said I should have told him. That if I thought he was trying to force me into something I had a lot to learn. That he is a nice guy and most guys would have been pissed that they weren't getting laid. But he stayed because he thought I was cool and thought cuddling was just as good. He guessed he read me wrong. He's tired of people hating him. It was a whole lot of what he had done right and what I should have done. I couldn't believe any of it was happening to me. I could not believe I had suddenly fallen prey o that type of guy.
You hear about them a lot, you know? Stories.
I've never experienced one before though. I'm scared to look over my shoulder always, because I wouldn't know what to do or if I should say hello. He deleted me on facebook.
Every guy. Every white male with the hair. Anyone I don't recognize immediately. Anyone wearing black sneakers. Those people are potential threats. A door opening and the person stepping in is not visible- threat. Accidentally catching anyone's eye because I can't help but look to see if it's going to be him- a threat. I don't want anyone approaching me. I am paranoid and I will startle more easily than before. Am I making this out to be much bigger than it actually is?? For the first time, my instincts about a guy failed me completely. I was right about not wanting to trust myself because I can't