This is ridiculous but I was watching Freaks & Geeks and that absurd character

Milly...?

She was talking to

the main one

and that girl was all high and Milly was saying that she feels sad for her because she doesn't believe in God and that's why she's so sad and unhappy all the time.

And it made me scared that it was true

because like

I guess as people, we don't do everything in our power to make ourselves happy.

Since we try to learn so much and then we destroy happiness

It makes me think that maybe I should just be one of those people I hate.

A square, a regular, a vanilla type.