I have little to give

apparently

because it has never been taken by anyone

The pile seems enormous, but must be more insubstantial than I perceive

Too soft

Soft of body, weak of mind, frail of heart

I can't tell whether this

or anger filling every fiber of my being for my rejection

is better to live by

I am a fucking person

And I will be furious

and you will be sad

and we will do it separately

But the Freak is back to stay, so I will take company in that