6:59AM

I couldn't sleep and now I am awake. I woke up feeling confused and needing to pee. Then I woke up and I can tell already that today will be spent crying.

For once, I want a free pass to sleep through the whole day. Come on brain, let me have it. Fuck EVERYTHING and fuck having no control over what Life gives and takes from you. Fuck Life. So sad and so angry and when the fuck does it ease up a little bit?