With the change of season, my moods have been impressively ~unpredictable~

I seriously need to get in touch with my therapist.

It's been so bad that I am considering medication to stabilize my moods. To clarify: it isn't bad in the way that I would feel the need to bring harm to myself, but bad in the way that it has the capacity to affect important relationships in my life as well as my work performance.

The person I've been for the past few days is not the same person I was like 3 weeks ago and it is freaking me the fuck out.

Also, at work yesterday I walked into something so hard that it cut open my skin. The new cut is an exact mirror of an old 'cut' that was just beginning to shrink. Go fucking figure, forever scarred.