I want to feel like what I am saying to anyone, in any way, has relevance. I want my feelings to be acknowledged. If I convey sadness, exhaustion, frustration, I want comfort in return. I cry when I'm tired, something that no one wants to listen to. I would ignore it if I could too, but I don't have that fucking luxury and I can't escape it in sleep because sleep keeps getting away somehow. I want my accomplishments to be acknowledged. If I accomplish something I do not want to be hesitant in sharing the news in any way I know how because I'm afraid it will go unappreciated.

I want to not feel these things from a place that doesn't touch rationality.